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Exhaustion.
I feel so bad to tell bf the truth. I’m really very exhausted from working, to going to hospital visiting my bf & see his condition so bad. I don’t want to be tired of the routine, but my body just cannot take it.
I’m so sorry that I was too tired today until I have no mood to talk to him. I want him to be as happy and as healthy as he can. But I think my mood today made him worried about me. so sad.
I’m glad that he’s feeling better now. His wounds don’t feel that pain after the surgery. I hope he’ll get well very soon & we can spend our time together again.. I also want to start jogging again.
please let our wishes come true.
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i feel so sad for bf.
instead of “just” enduring the pain he got from the fractures & some seriously injured wounds, he still have to feel even more pain from the lousy dressing a nurse at amk polyclinic gave him.
instead of covering the wound with the soft surface of the dressing, the nurse pasted the sticky part of the dressing on the wound itself! the wound is so bad that you can see the tissue exposed. i can’t imagine the pain bf had yesterday when he went to a hospital to change the lousy dressing. :(
i’m so wanna fuck that nurse!!
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sigh.. why my parents don’t understand? they dont allow me to stay over at bf’s house just because I’m a girl..
but without me, who’s gonna help him to get out of his bed at 3am & 6am in the morning just because he wanna pee or wanna rest in the living room? who’s gonna take care of him when all his family members are sleeping or out for work?
his injuries give him difficulties in doing simple things like sleeping & bathing.
why my parents don’t understand me? :( it’s very difficult & tiring for me to travel from my house to his house everyday. somemore my papa also don’t want to fetch me one. then still don’t let me stay at bf’s house to take care of him.. i’m so frustrated & disappointed now!!
what are my parents thinking? they think that my bf is able to rape me when I sleep beside him or what? they don’t let me stay over because of this? sigh.. my bf doesn’t even have energy to get out of his bed, what do they have to worry?
I just came back from TPE flight. very very exhausted now. ):
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my bf has been lying on the hospital bed for one week. today he’s able to make his way down the bed & have a small walk around his ward. both his father & I are extremely happy. ^^ even tho he had a very very hard time to force his body to sit up, this is considered a great achievement he made.
I’m so proud of him!
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hopefully the driver has been caught. my baby is lying on the hospital bed for 2 nights & 2 days. the doctors dont let him to drink & eat until the other operation is done. I feel so depressed to see him unable to move much. I can’t help him to recover, can’t share the pain he’s going thru. sigh.. I can only come here & accompany him when I’m not working. I feel so pathetic.
his operation is postponed to this weekend. still, he can’t eat & drink. drink maybe abit. it’s like hell for him. my heart is in hell too. idk what to do when I’m out for work. my phone will be off & somemore he put me as his closet kin, the main person to contact. hopefully his friends will help me when I’m away.
he can’t wait to get well soon. I can’t wait to hug him tightly!! ^^ we might have to wait for a few months. sigh, bother. at least he can recover.
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Marco
first day being a dog owner - horrible.
it actually started with one fine day.. I woke up by my mom’s SMS “want to rear a dog?” I straight away replied “no”. she showed us the picture of the dog in that evening. I thought it’s so cute. (it’s a Pug anyway.) but it’s already 8yo!
the dog owner gave it away cos they have a baby in the family. I thought I should give it a try, try to be a dog owner. so in the end I voted “yes”.
the owner came today, passed us Marco & its necessities. they told mama if we keep it until it died, the remains have to return to them. or if we really cannot handle the dog, also return it to them. that’s how today started. we walked the dog, arranged the bed, etc. but it keeps peeing in our kitchen!
seek help from wiki & bought eliminate urine ordor spray. up till now, it’s useless. I just cleaned it’s poop in the living room anyway. grrrrr!!
I think our family really not prepared for a dog yet. k, night.
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I’M SOOOOOOOOO MAD!!
WHEN CAN THIS BRA ISSUE GONNA END?
WHEN I MOVE OUT OF THIS HOUSE?
OR WHEN SHE MOVE OUT?
WE CANNOT LIVE TOGETHER.
OR RATHER, OUR THINGS CANNOT LIVE UNDER ONE ROOF!
I’M ALWAYS THE ONE WHO GOT SO FUCKING FED UP BY HER ACTIONS. CAUSE SHE’S THE ONE WHO ALWAYS TAKE MY THINGS UNKNOWINGLY OR WITHOUT MY PERMISSION OR JUST TAKE IT EVEN THOUGH I SAID NO!
WHERE IS MY RIGHTS TO PROTECT MY OWN THINGS?
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2 days ago, we had an impromptu steamboat dinner at my house. we had fun snatching for foods like xiaolongbao and pork shabu shabu. when Fox pour in the bowl of prawns, everyone’s chopsticks grabbed the nearest prawns immediately! lol! so fun!!
we had a very heavy steamboat dinner that night. I love it~
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ok I know I’m retard. but.. I’ve just rebond my hair, for the first freaking time!! this morning I got out of my bed excitedly because of this. heheh! now my body kinda out of energy already. had my dinner & I’m lying on sofa. ciao~
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a peep out of a small window of my R2 door during Guilin’s landing, is like paintings of mountains come to life. the scenery is breathtaking! sadly, I can’t get out of the plane. when the captain made PA - “crews disarm doors”, I imagined - “crews open doors”. grrrr! someday, I MUST GO CHINA!
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After a cgk flight, I happily go to tampines to do my shopping. I planned to only buy nail base coat & conditioner. But in the end, bought lots of Skin Food products home. (tried some of the products already, they’re awesome!!!! my skin loves it!)
I also went shopping for my bf’s birthday present. he doesnt want any rings, bracelets or necklaces. I wanted to buy him some of those!! sad. okay, I got him some other good stuffs that he can wear~
and then.. just nice when I got out of the shop, I noticed one weird uncle approaching me. and that’s Mr. Fox! he just done with his gym. he accompanied me to have my lunch at Manpuku~ haha! then, I went to chit-chat with Mr. Cb at Singtel.. then, walked past Mr. Derek & his gf at TM.
today I met so many people. I am happy! I’m glad that I’m meeting my poly cliques are meeting soon. ^^
bye-bye! I’m tired.. :(
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Polyclinic v.s. Private Clinic
Doctor from Polyclinic says I have muscle ache & gave me panadols to ease the pain. Total fee was $12.
Doctor from a private clinic says I have Shingles, a type of chicken pox. he says I need to rest for at least 5 days & cannot get too close to pregnant women. he gave me lots of medicine & the total fee was $112 & 3 days MC.
:(
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for some reasons, I feel so nervous for today’s flight. I have butterflies in my tummy! hopefully the passengers will be nice to me. Hangzhou, here I come… :(
what a Sunday, I need to shit! kthxbye.
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ever since I’ve started my job as a cabin crew, most of the time when I switch on the tv, shows either air-crash investigations or just something about airplane knowledge.
now, they’re talking about lighting strikes onto airplane. everyone inside the plane won’t know that they’re hit by lighting cos the metal body of the airplane, blah blah blah.. that’s why nobody feels it.
one more knowledge that I’ve learnt a few weeks ago: the number of people in the air = the population of Iceland.
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otw to work now, and I’m missing my tamagotchi.. :( it has grown up this morning again. I didn’t bring it out to work today cos I gonna work the whole night.
sorry my baby boy, please sleep well tonight. mummy will be back tomorrow morning. imy!
omg I’m crazy for my gotchi. :x
